Drop The Guilt! It Is Imperative That You Put Yourself First

I was considered the selfish one in my family

Probably still am thought of that way…

I used to care a lot about that

Though no one really knew it

They just thought I did not care…

However, there was an urge inside of me to respond to the yearnings in MY HEART and not to the expectations in theirs

But it came at a cost

GUILT!

Always feeling guilty

Always feeling rebellious

Always feeling like I was wrong, wrong, wrong

And then with some people, like my brothers, I gave my heart and soul and my money because I wanted different for them

I wanted to shield them a little from the expectations of our family

I treated and thought of them, more like my children than my siblings

And so I was torn between this guilt, this desire to be all things to my brothers and this deep down desire to be ALL OF ME!

And then add a husband and religion to the mix

It was a very confusing place in my head

Was I allowed to say ‘no’ to that?

Was I being ‘selfish’?

What did they want from me? What game are they playing with me now?

Why did I have to do that? Am I really a bad christian if I did not do that?

Will God punish me?

Will I lose my family?

Do I care?!

And so the questions and confusions went on, in my head…

Though on the outside, I just seemed to make decisions so easily which added to the impression that I was selfish and self-absorbed…

But really inside, I always felt conflicted

I always felt like a rebel

So much of my energy spent trying to appease them and at the same time, not lose myself

Because something inside of me knew that I had to be independent, I had to find myself, I JUST HAD TO

So every so often, I made these big decisions that made my family rise up against me

And finally, finally, FINALLY, I realised that there was nothing to feel guilty about

There was nothing to rebel against

There was absolutely nothing wrong with putting me first

I know I jump straight to the end because to go into all the various situations, coaches, masterminds, books that led me to a place of increasing freedom from the negative soul ties that kept me bound up for so long, would take aeons to write…

I just need you to understand this…

THERE IS NOTHING TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT!

You must put yourself first if you are to be happy

And yes, YOU ARE ALLOWED TO BE HAPPY AND FEEL GOOD, regardless of what anyone else around you is doing…

Regardless of what THEY think you SHOULD BE doing

You can break free of the man-made religious nonsense

The Divine does not need anything from you, it was always people making the rules up…

You can break free of the family nonsense

Your family may make it seem like anathema and evil to go against the traditions of your specific family…

Mostly, they want to control you

They don’t mean it that way – They do love you so I ain’t saying every member of your family is evil or something.  Their intention is probably to protect you but they do it by stifling your rougher edges which kills you off, if you let it happen.

If you desire to be free, fulfilled, abundant and LOVE on this planet, then you are going to have to shore up your resources, stop spreading yourself so thin, either in submission to the demands of others or in rebellion to the demands of others.

There is nothing to rebel or submit to

Stop fighting an unnecessary battle and instead, focus on what you desire

YES, BE SELFISH!

Pour all your energy into what you desire

You will find that, in time, you can then choose who you WANT TO support…

Rather than feeling like you HAVE TO!

First, take back yourself

Value yourself

LOVE ON YOURSELF

Stop making yourself wrong

See yourself for the powerful, loving person you are…

Set your own standards far away from the rules of religion or extended family

Trust that you are really truly enough, regardless of what anyone else thinks of you.

And I invite you to listen to the FREE OPULENCE MASTERCLASS at RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/opulencecall.  It will open your eyes up to what you have always known to be true except now you might give yourself permission to believe it.

Much Amazing Love

Rosemary Nonny Knight
The Prosperity Minister

 

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