People have always leaned on you…

Who have you leaned on?

They share their pain and fear and sorrow and you help them…

Who have you shared with?

The ones you trusted, left you alone

You learnt not to trust.

You see yourself as different, sometimes a little superior to others…

You feel some guilt sometimes that you see yourself and others that way and yet, it is what it is.

Life has been tough but you have stood firm through a lot…

But there is a dream in your heart and it just seems vast oceans away

Though you know you are capable, you just cannot seem to get there.

Though you know you have helped many others get there, YOU JUST CANNOT GET THERE!

There is a fog around you…

Though no one else knows it and you feel trapped in the fog…

Alone in the fog…

Abandoned in the fog…

With walls so thick around you, no one could help unless you chose to trust them…

And you don’t choose…

It never works out!

They always let you down!

You almost expect it from the start…

YOU look at their efforts to help you and you judge them as weak…

And you get what you expect…

NOTHING!

You are the strongest one you know…

And you are alone.

Who can save the saviour?

It feels hopeless but it is not…

It feels pointless to keep trying but you are not one to give up easily…

And so, you keep pushing through…

Learning technique upon techinique…

Throwing everything at it…

EXCEPT TRUST!

Trust is a step too far…

It signifies a loss of control…

It signifies weakness…

It signifies that you are not self-sufficient…

And you think you are all you have!

No one would know it to look at you…

No one would see this underlying tension inside of you…

You hide it well.

But not from me.

I see you and I see the walls all around you and I invite you to let them down for a second…

To let love wash all over you…

Yep, I know that feels weak to you…

But can you not see that the things you use to keep you safe now keep you trapped?

Can you not see that the theories that tell you that you are alone and more qualified than everyone else, now keep you stuck in indecision and fear?

How can the Saviour be saved?

Fight for, deliberately design the life you are born to live

Because you want to

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