Calling all those who feel like oddballs even among family and friends…

I have always been the odd one out…

 

Maybe because I wanted to be…

 

Or because I just was…

 

Never quite the same as those around me…

 

Never wanting to do the stuff they thought was cool…

 

Always in my own head…

 

Wondering where I fit in the grand scheme of things…

 

And yet with a big vision…

 

A big dream of what life was going to be like…

 

But this is the thing…

 

I wanted to serve lots of people with my own brand of empowerment, music and message…

 

But for a long time, people also kinda scared me…

 

The ones I had known were always out to get something for themselves…

 

And I had had to protect myself and the ones I loved from them…

 

The ones I had known and were supposed to love me, found me wanting…

 

I was not black enough for them…

 

Or ‘african girl’ enough for them…

 

I was too much into my books for them…

 

And I ended feeling like I just did not fit…

 

And then, I felt I had to perform for friends in order to kinda be accepted…

 

And when I did come out a little from my shell, people who claimed to love me, found my sometimes cutting (and very insightful) tongue too much to handle…

 

And so they told me I was too much…

 

And so then I thought I had to tone me down…

 

In all areas…

 

I still did not succeed…

 

It was not enough for them…

 

It was horrid for me…

 

I tried to fit and still felt out of place, WAS out of place…

 

So I despaired…

 

Put my head down and tried to settle into the status quo…

 

The misfit that most people thought did okay financially but who actually felt out of place and weird in her own skin…

 

So many longings…

 

So many desires…

 

Such unfulfilment as I tried to just do what had to be done…

 

To keep everyone satisfied…

 

Even though I looked like the rebel to everyone…

 

Inside I just wanted to be loved and accepted…

 

And I denied myself so much…

 

Until one day, I realized I WAS IMPORTANT TOO!

 

Yep, some would have thought that I always considered myself important but no, I had laid down my own dreams, trying to do my bit for my brothers, my mother, my family…

 

Never enough for them but too much for me…

 

And one day, when I realized that I WAS IMPORTANT…

 

MY IMMEDIATE FAMILY was important…

 

I said ‘no’!

 

No more to the game playing and the nonsense…

 

NO MORE!

 

It did not go down well…

 

And for some, they just thought “Oh well, we always thought she was selfish!”

 

But for me, it was the start of something…

 

The start of a closer relationship with Papa God…

 

The start of owning my sexuality…

 

The start of KNOWING that my story had empowered me to offer strength to others..

 

The start of putting strategy in place to take the dreams out of my head and make them a real deal…

 

And I am doing it…

 

And making money at it…

 

And helping clients make money at it…

 

And fulfilling my dreams of working with people in this way to step into their own call, no matter how weird it might sound to most, I can come up with creative ways to get it out there and make it work…

 

As long as you are willing to do the work…

 

Because the WORK ALWAYS WORKS!

 

It has been a long road and I am still on it…

 

There have been really dark bits, REALLY DARK BITS!

 

And I have found coaches to walk me through the nonsense as well as gotten closer to Papa…

 

And now I offer you the opportunity to work with me for 120 days…

 

To begin your journey…

 

To get you ramped up, pushing through any internal blocks…

 

Owning your weirdnesses and figuring out how to use them to serve the people you feel called to and how to monetize them…

 

And the chances are that you can…

 

But right now, you may not believe it is possible…

 

And I want to show you that it is possible…

 

I want to help you not just think it is possible but make it actually real…

 

To put flesh and bones on the idea…

 

Or to take whatever you are doing now and ramp it up massively…

 

Will you stop listening to the nonsense of those around you who gave up on their own thing and now are trying to make you give up too?

 

Will you?

 

Then right now, go to Rosemarynonnyknight.com/businesscoaching and fill in the form there and let’s start a conversation.

 

Fight for, deliberately design the life you are born to live…

 

Because you want to!

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