For a long time, I was not proud of me at all…

I knew I could do more, be more but I was living a very reactive life and responding to everything instead of creating everything…

And you know what, there are still areas where Papa has to point out to me that I am being somewhat wimpy again…

Even yesterday, I was reminded that I need to stop waiting for a fairy godmother type experience and get to work creating my own life in a particular area of my life where I was being wimpy and hiding my head in the sand!

But you know what?  Despite those tiny areas of my life where I am being called even higher, I realise that I am pretty proud of what I am creating, of what I have created…

The home where I live…

The fact that I get to be with my children daily and be part of them growing up…

The fact that I am reaching so many more people than I used to and that Project 334k is happening…

The fact that I am building a very profitable business COMPLETELY on my terms…

The fact that I am not swayed by emotions like I used to be…

The fact that I can now write 5-10000 words daily, where before I was struggling to string 10 words together without breaking out into a cold sweat…

The fact that I found the courage to leave my cushy, comfortable pharmacist job to design a life that I adore, even though it was pretty dang scary to do that…

The fact that despite the pressure I felt about debt as I grew my business, I refused to let it take me off course – I just kept ploughing forward and CREATING the life I wanted, rather than reacting to the one I did not want…

(Not like the first time it happened – that time I let it take me down for years before the bankruptcy and then I felt so horrid and like a failure for the next 4 freaking years – What a waste of time!)

The fact that despite the pressure I felt last year about my health, I just kept showing up anyway even though I was petrified that I would not heal…

The fact that I no longer feel the need to be around or agree with people that bring me down, whereas before I would have been trying to stifle myself so that they like me…

The fact that I am now so much closer to Papa than ever before and that that relationship informs everything I do and that my ability to discern for other people continues to increase…

Yes, I am pretty proud of who I am now and who I am becoming…

I am such a changed person.

Why?

Because I chose to be.

I chose ME!

I chose MY VISION, MY CALLING, MY PURPOSE!

And everything I do, comes from that choosing…

I deliberately design life now…

And I am proud of that!

Oh, I still make mistakes…

I stil have down days…

But they are no longer allowed to sway me off the narrow path…

What of you, honey?

Are you deliberately designing your life?

Do you like what you are creating?

Or do you still feel as though there are so many things out of your control?

Are you proud of who you be today?

And honey, there is no shame in admitting that there may be room for growth…

There is no guilt or anxiety either…

There is just clarity about where you are and a decision to get where you want to be…

I did a livestream a few days ago about decision, about being powerful, maybe you saw it?  Take a look below…

But ultimately, at some point, you fully realise that YOU are the creator of your life…

And regardless of the surrounding circumstances, you always get a say in the way life plays out because you choose to have a say, not because someone gives you permission…

And when you make that deep realisation, EVERYTHING starts to change…

Not always on the outside…

Like learning something new, you may feel like things get worse even before they get better…

But you KNOW, deep inside, that everything has changed and so you stay on the narrow path though there are many pulls to go back to the broad path…

You realise that none of the pulls really matter because all that matters is that you have chosen YOU and no one, nothing is allowed to take you off course… EVER!

And then one day, you realise just how proud of yourself you are…

Just how proud you are of the life you have created…

Jus how proud you are for how much you have overcome and how resilient, powerful you now feel…

And you are so thankful that you choose YOU!

That you finally chose to live out the calling on your life!

My heart bursts just thinking of it.

Start today to choose you, to be proud of you…

Fight for, deliberately design the life you are born to live

Because you want to

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