Another Year Ends. For Those Days When You Feel You Are Not Getting There

Another year ends

I see you, honey…

With the tears dripping down your face as you contemplate another year where nothing happened the way you wanted it too….

The doubt rises…

The fear seems all-encompassing and you wonder if you have what it takes to keep going…

To keep moving forward…

You wonder if you are a fraud…

You wonder if you are being punished for not doing enough…

You want to hand in the towel and call it quits and go back to a ‘normal’ existence…

It just seems too hard to keep going, to keep pushing, to keep seeing disappointment upon disappointment…

And you wonder if it will ever be easy!

And you wonder if you have what it takes!

The tears flow down your face…

And your mind goes blank except for the fear…

The fear that you are deluded…

The fear that your dreams will never happen…

The fear that all of the ‘norms’ are right – They tell you that you want TOO MUCH and it is not yours to have…

And again, you want to stop, to lie down, to give in, to no longer be warrior and instead, just be regular jingo who goes through life with a vague sense that nothing is quite right…

Nothing is quite the way they thought it would be…

And instantly, in the moment that that thought occurs to them, the ‘norms’ switch off their brains, they do not want to let in the despair and so they plaster a smile on and pretend to be happy with the status quo…

So what that THEY KNOW that they live well beneath their potential…

It is easier there…

They do not have to put themselves out down there…

But DO NOT THINK that they are happy!

OH NO!  You tried that and you were not happy so why do you think they are?

They have just settled for unhappiness, boredom and to wile away the time until they die…

And then they try to make you feel bad for wanting more and having the audacity to go get more…

You should pity them, not envy them…

They live a lie! and you honey?…, you are reaching out for truth and yes, the journey feels tough and never-ending and you are tempted to quit every other day but you just can’t seem to actually quit.

Because your dreams are too awesome for words…

You KNOW you are called to more, to impact more people, to BE MORE than this, to make lots of money doing exactly what you are created to do!!!

No, it is not all about the money, you want to be happy being you!

So, honey, you have to stop letting the fear stop you…

You have to stop allowing the fear determine what you do or don’t do…

That has got to stop…

Because you drag out the pain when you do that…

Imagine experiencing the pain of childbirth and I know you may not understand if you are a man!

But imagine anyway…

The pain of childbirth – rending through every part of your body…

In fact, as I write this, I remember the birth of my last princess…

I was done…

I was tired…

And as the pains threatened to overwhelm me, I wanted to run screaming into the night away from the pain, but I would just have run away while carrying the pain with me!  Silly, right?

But I imagined it anyway…

I could see me, the crazy black lady running away from the pain, feeling the cool breeze of the empty road as I ran and ran and ran…

I imagined it would be pain-free to run…

And then I remembered, in my crazy, fear-driven imaginings, that the baby would still be between my legs and so the pain would just follow me around and it would not be relieved and in fact, it would nly get worse until I surrendered and let the baby out…

Same with your dreams…

Same with your calling and your purpose…

You can try to run from it…

You can even imagine what life will be like when you run away and settle into ‘norm’ness…

But you would be lying to yourself!

There is no relief without the birth of your idea!

It will stay within you and keep hurting you until you surrender and do the work to bring it out!

Yes, I see you…

Sitting there, all forlorn, wishing to be satisfied with your lot in life…

Wishing you could be one of those that could live pretending to be happy…

Wishing you did not have such huge ideas…

And yet at the same time, the big vision, the big dream, the big goal keeps calling you and on most days, you KNOW it is inevitable…

But today, you feel afraid, scared and you want to roll over and be someone, anyone other than you…

And I say, CHIN UP!

Your dream is almost here!

Do not loose heart – Just take the next step!

And keep taking the next step, keep pushing through, keep doing the work because your dream is coming…

It is already here – you just need to do the work to see it manifested in your current reality.

Fear cannot be allowed to stop you.

Put your game face on and STAY IN THE FRAY!

YOU ARE A POWERFUL WARRIOR and you can fight for the life and the business you want!

YOU CAN EVEN HAVE IT if you will stay believing in it and believing in you!

BELIEVE IN YOU!

And take the next step.

That is it!

Success, Wealth, Abundance is that simple!

You have all you need so get to work, my honey!

Put the fear to one side and keep moving forward because EVERYTHING you dream of, is yours already – It just waits for you to knock on the right door.  Keep moving forward and you will absolutely find it.

Yes, another year ends and you are soooo much closer to your goal.

Fight for, create the life, the business you want.

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